Wednesday, December 17, 2008

MY LIFE WON'T BE PERFECT WITHOUT HER

Last night was a night with thunder? Hahas.....I'm not a man, i'm suck, i'm bad, i'm vain, i'm mean, i'm bad dater, i'm a bad lover, i love her very much, but i don't think she loves me, maybe i'm just an idiot which always waiting for her, yes, i am, i'm waiting for her, i love her like hell, i miss her like hell, maybe she treats me as an idiot, hahas. Oh well, i can't sleep last night cause i keep on thinking bout her, maybe this is love?
I just want to let her know, i love her and i miss her. ... I feel so bad when i ask her to forget me. It's really hurt cause i love her, i love so much, but when she told me, she doesn't love me anymore, i was so down, sad, i can't sleep, i can't keep thinking of her, maybe i'm crazy?
Hahas, maybe yes i am. SHE TOLD ME SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE, I CAN'T FORGET HER! I LOVE HER, I MISS HER! MY LIFE WON'T BE PERFECT WITHOUT BRENDA. I LOVE HER! SO SO MUCH! I CAN'T EXPLAIN, I JUST WANT HER TO FORGET ME! BUT IN MY HEART, I FEEL SO BAD, I FEEL SO SCARE AND MY HEART IS CRYING, MY TEARS? HAHAS, THIS SOUNDS CRAZY? RIGHT? I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER, COS I LOVE HER!
BRENDA, I LOVE YOU, BUT I DON'T DARE TO SAY.
SO, I WRITE HERE THEN....
Maybe you love someone else now. i should just let you go?
Haih......love a person is hard.

i remember those days we been through, althought it's short but it's meaningful to me, it is meaningful, thanks for giving me those days. Maybe i should say thank you, it's meaningful. .... i love you...the last one?

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